I want to be hurt!

Usually, i tried easy tasks

i avoided pains caused by d pins

but today i just want to hurt myself..

so i gambled in making this hp casing aka hp pouch...

no tutorial to follow...

i just look at a sample & tried to do it myself

Fortunately, I succeeded....

the rose is for my sis, Yun...

she's in d hospital right now...

battling against cancer...

the lady in d fabric reminds me of her...

so sweet... so cute... so young...

yet she gets cancer..& she's so young...

(my heart is crying for her...)

because of her, i chose black...

all because of her...

inside it's all black!
i added two pockets in red
which are always there side by side...
i put my hubby's hp inside just now but i know it's wrong..
d owner is still waiting....
i'm still stuck here...
2 more days before i can be there
to see her, my lil sis, Yun...

i miss her
i'm praying that she'll be fine
i'm hoping so hard for her well-being
i'm wishing for her health..
so that she'll be d sis i used to know

that's why i want to hurt myself...
to feel all pains she has to endure..
sewing helps me...
i did hurt myself...
but it's nothing
compared to d pains Yun has to face..


p.s. ya Allah! help us! give us strength to overcome all obstacles.... make her healthy...please...